YEAH I'M LONELY.. :| :(

it's been a lonely day for me, receiving no calls from him or even a single text.. :( it all begins last night.. :(


- magkausap kmi kgbi, mga 15mins cguro, tumawag sya, then binaba ko muna saglit kasi magpapanata ako, i'd texted him to call me again but he has no response, automatic nayun, tulog na sya.. i understands his situation kasi nga may work sya, i texted him to text me up the next day.. pagkagising na pagkagising nya. the next morning, wala paring text.. :( aware sya sa nararamdaman ko kasi ini- open up ku un sakanya.. after ng pnk, nagtext sya, e wala pa kung load kya di ko sya nareplyan, nakatulog na ko at expected ko, pagkagsing ko may text sya, pero wala.. :( nagkita kami sa practice, sabi nya nagtext daw sya.. ewan, wala akung nareceive e.. :| nagkatext kami for about 30mins, then nawala na naman sya, ewan ko kung anung ginagawa o pinagkaka abalahan nya.. until now, i am waiting for his text.. kahit GOODNIGHT lang.. :( pero wala e.. maybe mahimbing na yung tulog nya ngayun, well, ganun lang tlaga siguro.. nakakalungkot pero wala naman akung magagawa.. :( i don't have any idea kung anu ng ginagawa o nangyayari sa kanya ngayun.. :(


yaan na lang.. 


a GOODNIGHT and a SWEETEST DREAM for him.. :) :-*

WHAT A GREAT GREAT NIGHT!! :) ♥

It's 19th of October, right after our monthsarry..^^ We didn't actually celebrate it, we just greeted each other and say the sweetest words we know.. ♥ I woke up at around 1:30pm and immediately text him up! :) It was a looong happy day not only for the two of us but also for our family! :) Making our works as a preparation on our      Buwanang Pulong and Baking  pancakes  & icing.. The time had moved so fast and i didn't notice that i forgot to text him.. My load had been expired and i didn't able to text him until 11pm, i just used my mom's phone to remind him to call me up before we went sleep.. :)


TAGALOG NAMAN! haha.. :DD


Nag iinternet ako nun, it's around 12am^^, when my phone rangs!! :) Tumatawag sya :) Ewan ko pero i am so happy knowing na kausap ko nadin sya AT LAST! we didn't see each other for almost a week kaya cguro ganun na lang yung pagkamiss ko sa kanya^^ Masarap sa pakiramdam marinig ung boses nya na parang sobrang saya din kasi nagkausap na kami. We talked for almost 1hour at puro lambingan lang yun! haha.. at puro tawanan :) I remembered what he says habang magkatext kami nun, sabi ko kc, nalulungkot ako kasi namimiss ko na sya, then he replied " AYUS NGA YUN! PARA MAGKAMISSAN TAYO NG TODO! :) tama nga naman sya, pag kasi laging nagkikita, nakakasawa din.^^ pag kasi magkausap kami, sanay na kami na bulungan lang :) Maingay kasi.. Pero that time, ung boses nya mismo ung ginagamit nya. ay suskow! nakakakilig e.. HAHA.. ang ganda kasi ng boses nya^^ ayon sobrang saya ko lang, then nag goodnight na ko kasi may pasok pa sya bukas, kaso salitaaa pa sya ng salita! ayaw pa ipababa :) nawili e.. haha.. sobrang sweet nya kasi.. :) yun! haha.. after ku ibaba kiniss nya ung phone.. haha.. :) madamiiing beses :) then binaba ko na :) After ko maibaba ung phone, nagtext na sya kaagad, tulog nadin daw ako kaagad and he loves me so much daw! ngiii! :) 


Matutulog na naman ako neto na hanggang tenga ung SMILE.. :D ♥
Kahit papano nabawasan ung pagkamiss ko sakanya at pangungulila ko.. hahaha.. :))
I am now ready to sleep! ♥ Ayus na! :) Sooo Happy!! ♥♥♥


GOODNIGHT MY HUBBY! ♥ I SO LOVE YOU! :) ♥♥

AFTER A CALL.. :( :|

We finally talked to each other, tumawag sya.. Ayun, nakakainis lang kasi walang signal.. Wala naman kaming masyadong napag usapan, badtrip yata e.. :( I'm just waiting for him to ask something or magsalita man lang.. Hayy.. :( nakakainis e.. I don't wanna ruined my night for this.. weakness nya talaga ung pagiging antukin nya and I HATE THAT! :( Hayy! Blah Blah Blah!! :| Basta.. Hay.. Ayaw ko na ngang malungkot! matutulog na lang ako.. hehe.. ^^ Okay nadin bukas to! Sure yun..^^ Kaylangan nyang bumawi.. :( 


Bakit kaya ganun nu? Pag yung isang tao inaantok, ang bilis mabadtrip.. HAHA.. 

WONDERiNG.. :)

It's almost 12 past in the Morning pero gising parin ako :) waiting for my Hubby to call on.. Ewan!^^ But i'm always wondering if this love is true :) Not in a way na hindi ko sya mahal, but in a way na tatagal pa ba kami? :) It's been 2 long years, he's waiting for me to turn 18 para pwedeng pwede na.. Ang galing nga nya eh! :) he's willing to wait and he's looking forward sa mga mangyayari pag okay na lahat.. Syempre ganun din ako, i'm so excited to me his family especially makarating sa tikling.. Masaya ko sa kanya, Sooobra! :) I know na walang mali dun kasi Good Girl naman ako., lagi namang napapangaralan nila ate.. At willing akong sundin sila.. :)